2 Years & 252 Days: Thankfulness

Today, I woke up feeling really cranky and with that panicky overwhelmed feeling that I get sometimes. To combat it, I've prayed and thought of things I'm thankful for.

1. A job where I get to play with kids all day.
2. A wonderful husband
3. 3 wonderful children
4. Supportive and encouraging friends and family.

Hope everyone has a great day!

2 Years & Days 250 & 251: Checking In

Just trying to keep checking in, even though I don't have much to say lately. It's taking most of my energy to try and get myself feeling better. I feel tons better than I did this time last week, but I'm still not quite "up to par". Hope everyone is having a great week!

2 years & Days 248 & 249: Breathing Better

My breathing is getting better each day. I cannot believe what a difference the Claritin makes! My allergies and asthma are so much worse without any kind of antihistamine! Wow! I have an appointment with the pulmonologist at the end of next week, so we'll see what I find out there.

2 Years & Days 246 & 247: Feeling Hopeful

I do not feel great physically yet, but I do at least feel hopeful. I think just having an idea of what's going on has lifted a major burden from my shoulders. There for a while, I was sure it was mental and I just needed to "snap out of it". When I couldn't, then I'd get even more down and well you know, it's a terrible cycle. Thank you all for the prayers and please keep them up.

2 Years & Days 238-245: Finally Some Answers

Well, this week I finally have some answers (I HOPE) to how I've been feeling the last several months. I must say it is really a relief to at least KNOW what's going on. I had a hysterectomy several years ago and they left my ovaries so that I wouldn't have to take hormone replacement therapy at the time. Now I'm in menopause so the doctor has started me on some hormones. I think that explains a great deal about how I've been feeling. From what Tom and I have read, it affects everything, even allergies! Speaking of allergies, I had the allergy test on Tuesday. I'm allergic to ragweed, pigweed, mountain cedar, and red cedar. Between them, they are in the air about 9-10 months out of the year. Oh and I'm allergic to cats, but I already knew that one. LOL. The allergy doctor and the regular doctor both want me to see a pulmonologist about my asthma. I also have a decision to make about whether to take the allergy shots. So I ask you to continue to pray for me and pray that the medicines start helping and I start feeling better.

2 Years & Day 237: Still Here and Still waiting

I'm still waiting on the blood test results from last week's doctor visit. My appointment to get my allergies tested is Tuesday. I've been giving myself breathing treatments and I have to ask myself, why wasn't I prescribed a nebulizer before? It helps (at least for a while) with the breathing. Not being able to take any allergy medicine until the appointment next week is exacerbating my other symptoms (throat and chest are aching really bad).

2 Years & Days 233-236: Where God wants me to be

Serenity got me a devotional book a while back. It's written as if Jesus is speaking to you. I read this at the end of last week:

Accept each day just as it comes to you. Do not waste your time and energy wishing for a different set of circumstances. Instead, trust Me enough to yield to My design and purposes. Remember that nothing can separate you from My loving presence; you are Mine.